Lesson learned

If you have church at 9 am, don't take Nyquil at 3 am. You won't wake up until 1 pm. Lesson learned.

If you are having a slight emotional breakdown, and you don't have waterproof mascara, you will look awful for your next scene. Lesson learned.

If you marry the perfect man, you will be deliriously happy. Lesson learned. :)

Success

I've been thinking a lot today about success and happiness. I'm looking at my class schedule for the next year and wondering if I should try to do NY Showcase or not. They've started asking people to only do Showcase if they are planning on moving to New York. So... am I planning on moving to New York? I have no idea. Am I just scared to try? I don't know. My dream job is working for Music and Cultural Arts for the Church. Whenever I'm working for the Church I feel completely satisfied with my life and talent and completely happy. I don't really know what to do. I think to move to New York I'd have to give it at least 5 years. I don't know that I want to wait that long to work for the Church. And I don't feel like I need Broadway to feel successful at all. What to do?! Life decisions are hard! Alex feels like NY would be great for me. But if the Church is my ultimate goal, why wait? Hmm....