Was my last post really September? Well, a lot can happen in a few months. We have the most adorable puppy! Her name is Annabelle. She keeps us entertained and we love her a lot. Savior of the World was the best experience I've had with it in my four years as Mary, thanks, largely, to my wonderful husband. I also had a consistent group of extraordinary people around me all the time. I can't believe the Lord has seen fit to bless me so much. We bought a house! It's a cute little townhouse in south Provo...if you need a place to crash, we've got an extra bed...but Annabelle will probably want to sleep with you.
I decided to take a class this semester, but on the first day, after liking both that I'd signed up with, I decided to take two! I love them. I'm having a great time and I'm learning a lot. I wish I could major in Theology. I'm not sure I'm a great grown-up. I absolutely hate doing the dishes. I will do them, because I know Alex doesn't have time...but I surely do hate it. All I want to do is decorate and make our house really cute.
I haven't been feeling well. Not a big surprise for me, because I never feel well. I've been sleeping a lot lately, and can't seem to get hydrated. Anyway...
I've been having such a hard time with figuring out my life. I pretty much get the same advice from everyone, but I'm not sure how to put it in practice. Maybe David Foster will discover me and let me get paid to sing for the rest of my life and I'd be happy. If only! Hey, if anyone needs a singer...and wants to pay me...I'm really good! I promise. Oh well.
Can I just say that children terrify me? I'm awful with them, I have no desire whatsoever to hold them, and I am definitely not ready to have them. It makes me really unhappy when people constantly ask when we're going to have kids. Why do they care?! We've only been married for a year! Everyone says to enjoy this time together...but then they keep asking. And when I give my response, they are shocked! What's so shocking about 3 years? I think I have to get over my fear of babies first, people. I'd much rather have my little puppy in my arms right now. I need to be able to take care of myself before that, too. This is not what I set out for this post to be.
Oh well. I have a headache and it's past bedtime, so I'll just leave it at that. And hope the next one isn't in four months from now.
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